Okay I guess I’ll write my feelings out here.. If ya don’t like it then kick rocks idgf really! being back w/ my boo trey has been amazing.. Talked everyday, saw him on the regular, but! He just deployed to Korea on the 9th &- I haven’t heard from him since he departed.. I know that it’s normal not to hear from them, but it’s driving me loco! Having someone in the army really does suck, but I promised him I’ll be here till the very end. &- that’s what I intend to do.. It’s just times like these gets hard, when all you do is worry! I miss him &- his voice &- all the moments we laugh together! &- how when he watches his favorite show or the basketball game he won’t blink for atleast 5 mins :-*! Blah… Little things like that I miss! Booooo! I hate this-.-

I feel like I will NEVER amount to anything.. Yeah w.e call me dramatic I really don’t care no more, I’d rather die than be me anymore.. ugh w.e